superlate.
I feel their energy even when i sleep. i feel the smiles, the laughter,, and everything in between. i love those times when you have this inexplicable urge to scream out "KODAK MOMENT!!!" and snap pictures of everyone. i have noticed that pictures always turn out best when taken in sunlight because sunlight jsut....
illuminates us, yeah.
im not sposed to be on the computer. my mom is sleeping nextdoor, she'll hear me. My mother likes sleeping in the guest room. I guess she feels like a guest in our house. she never sleeps in the old bedroom. my father is gone. not really gone, but gone in... that way, i guess. my family is distant from each other. i dont think i am close to my mother or father. i think i'm really not clost to anyone, not even my best friends, becuase i like it just fine that way. i'm used to myself. i have friends, just not the kind i really want. i have friends to laugh with, but i really want someone serious, someone who understands me really. but not too much. i dont think anyone thinks i have feelings. i do though. im super self conscious, and i always think no one likes me. i don't trust people when they are nice to me because i always think they are lying. i like to observe people. see whats inside them.
and then i realize, maybe there's a little person, waiting to break free in all of us.
