just for now?
does no one like me? me, rachel, the girl who never had it all. does anyone ever like us, the collective group of people who know what they want in life but don't know how to get it? right now i want to scream at the top of my lungs, my heart soaring into the sky, that i'm no different from you. no different.
i want to text jonah. i wish i had his number.
i have no idea what's going to happen this last year. but i hope it will all be worth it in the end.

